Tuesday, June 30, 2009

More Opinions.

I really like treating these blogs like a diary. hahaha no homo

I don't like mixes or mash-ups of songs unless it's played by a DJ at a party. I prefer original tracks of songs when listening to music.

Songs that are good right now:

The Killers - Human, MGMT - Kids, Michael Jackson - Human Nature, Grind Mode - I'm So High, Julian - Do it, Don't Stop, Ryan Leslie - Gibberish, Kid Cudi - Man on the Moon, Clyde Carson - Secret Lover, Lupe Fiasco - Shining Down


I like playing my ukulele! Today I learned how to play undercover lover, Hot N Cold, and Somewhere Over the Rainbow! Everyday I'm getting better, it sounds nicer and nicer hahah

I've noticed this summer I've tapped into my musical rhythm side a whole lot. I'm beginning to become more "music smart". With my uke, and i started playing DDR two weeks ago at my cowsins house. Dope stuff.

I'm hella not feeling my homework. I'm tired of visiting websites and writing a "summary of my findings."

I keep running into Jeremy ever since we got cool again hahaha. Gas stations and Target and at stoplight intersections...Wierd right, when I never ran into him when I wasn't cool with him like now?

Natalia and Dorothy have been real cool lately. I told Natalia I was feeling her a little lately, like since maybe the last week of school. She was real mature about it, saying that she knows it wouldn't work out because of church and I knew that since the moment I started feeling her and I knew it was just a little thing, it wasn't even enough to be a crush. I honestly liked and respected how she was mature about it, and it was even better afterwards cuz we talked a little more about stuff after that, like about what we're majoring into and stuff. She's going to be an engineer? Well, sky's the limit for you, go ahead! Haha



I really thought we were gonna be good friends after I came back to talking to her again. I really hoped for it. Honestly I wanted to be her best friend, which i would eventually get to, I hoped, but really I thought it was gonna be kinda hard to do that since she already had a girl and guy one. I wanted to try anyway. I was really ready for it, but she told me she guessed she wasn't ready after all. That bummed me out alot. We basically were cool for like four, five days. It made me miss her now. I'll wait though. No rush.

I really told her that she was special and rare, and girls like her don't come around much in a lifetime. She's really the type to end up with, and I hope she remembers all of that of which I told her. Honestly I'd be thrilled to end up with her somehow way later in the future, but that's a totally different story and more of wishful thinking on my part. It just makes me bummed right now because right now I want a friendship, from all girls actually. Yeah I can be attracted to someone, but I know that girl is totally not for me and is WAY out of my league and almost no chance. Like Joanna and Natalia. So it's basically harmless. I really enjoy being single and just living, not having to worry about what my girlfriend thinks of what I do or say or whatever.

But that's the thing with girls. Girls think that the way you act when you're single is how you act when you're in a relationship. Wrong.

2 comments:

Lisaaaaa said...

I hella forgot how to play guitar after I picked up my ukelele. Haha

Rochelle said...

you should keep your blogs like that though MUNA. it gives me something to read :)